deleting what i said. Anyone who reads this, don't take it the wrong way. Don't blame her or anything and don't assume we're fighting. No matter what happens, I'll still be her friend and I won't be angry or vengeful. I'll still be there for her, no matter what.


I really really want to be mad at you and not talk to you anymore.

But I still feel like it's my fault, even though everyone else says otherwise.

So, I still Love you.


yeeeees i'm venting in a journal, but it's not an angry journal. Because i'm not mad, no matter how much I WANT to be.


I feel upset that I was told I didn't sacrifice enough, after offering you a place to stay, a plane ticket for free, to help you get a job and go to college, to send you packages and to listen to your stories about your characters and tell you how amazing you are.


so i'm sorry I don't "sacrifice" enough for you. Maybe I'll chop off my ear and mail it to you.
























]8 please don't leave me.